Thursday, November 21th

(Copy and pasted directly from Discord)

another weird ass drram. some school i think? idk. had an experiment performed on one of these classes, with all the students and teacher. they would hang out like normal or whatever until the lights when out and there was a period where they could not think about death or else they were killed (by the grim reaper???). so they would all distract themselves with some sort of game, i think it was one of those would you rather or icebreaker games. it works for a while, to the point where they forget that they have to not think about death and eventually they all end up freaking out in the end and dying i think. i think the grim reaper killed them. i remember before they all died, one of the students had their eyes closed and felt something pressing against the back of their head (by either the reaper or one of the guards??). they were told to guess what it was and they said innocent things like “cup?” or something until they got more and more scared and then said “gun?” and then they thought about dying but it was actually the back of the pen and yeah that’s all i remember

Tuesday, November 19th

(Copy and pasted directly from Discord)

ran away from going to a shitty conservative thanksgiving to run across the entire goddamn neighborhood to some abandoned looking house and then getting carried and fucked by EM. great.

Monday, November 18th

(Copy and pasted directly from Discord)

i had such a goddamn weird dream there was a lot that happened before, but all i remember is that i was playing or hanging out with someone, and there was something with basketball involved and i think i drank some water that they gave me??? anyways, some time after that, i started feeling really sick, and i ran the to bathroom and threw up a fuck ton. like there was vomit all over the floor and stuff and i passed out. when i woke up later, i felt fine, and when i walked out, i was in some sort of main hallway area (i was in a school) and i think i hear some people (i think staff) talking about a poisoning going on. i walk into the gym, which is big and blue, and i sit on one of the bleachers nearest to the door with my friend (which is a person i haven’t seen since middle school irl). anyways i forgot what we did, but i remember that there was some dude next to her looking like angry and shit and i asked my friend what was going on with him and she was like “didn’t you hear? his girlfriend died” and i connected the dots with the poisoning. some guy with dreads and wearing a sleeveless denim jacket (i don’t know why i remember that detail, but i do) comes in and wheels in this big trash can. i distinctly remember that he sounded a bit like kevin hart. he says “alright does anyone in here have poison?” and ofc we say no and then he says “alrigiht i know this is going to be controversial but i’m gonna need you all to dump out all your things into this trash can” and then he started saying something about how he might be soft looking but he can fight so don’t try to fight back or something like that. anyways when he comes over i dump out some of my trash in my backpack and my fucking friend pulls out her stuff from her bag and goes “oh i forgot i had beetles in here” (they look like fucking roaches) and i scream because one of them crawls out of her bag and she just throws it back in. i pull out this jacket of mine and it’s fileld with fucking sand for some reason so i dump it out into the trash can and there are ants in the sand for some damn reason and it grosses me out. i don’t remember what happens directly after that but i remember some time after i go outside and i’m walking past apple (yes, the fucking animal crossing character) and she’s opening some big locker outside (idk why) and i see she’s wearing a basketball shirt and i immediately remember that she was the one who i was hanging out with before and she was the one who gave me the water bottle that made me sick, so she must be the one whose poisoning everyone. she had this really sus look on her face too and yeah that’s all i remember.

Friday, October 25th

Idk I barely remember it but I think I was in some sort of shitty romance movie kinda thing where I was secretly a mermaid (you know the ones that get turned into a mermaid when they touch water) and EM was my love interest??? I think I was trying to keep it a secret from him and it was like that typical "kyaa I accidentally touched the water!" kinda shit. Also I made out with WM for some fucking reason???????? I don't know, I then "woke up" and told myself I was going to write it down only for me to realize that the whole writing down the dream thing was also a dream... That happens to me often and I really hate when it does, because it fools me everytime, goddammit.

Friday, September 13th

(Copy and pasted directly from Discord)

omfg had a dream that RS was my secret bf (i was totally obsessed and in love with him) and we were hiding it but he decides to drive me somewhere and insists on dropping me off at the place instead of a couple block away (he knew i swear, he was so smug the entire time) and then my friends (??? some other girls, maybe competitors??) found out and they were like “he’s literally double your age”. i think one of them even uses him as a jab towards me during an argument

Thursday, August 29th

(Copy and pasted directly from Discord)

had a dream i was eating some sort of barbeque dinner at this fmailh’s house, and they were really nice?!

Wednesday, July 31st

Fuck... I'm going to try to remember. Made fun of some e-girl online on YouTube, and her simp army flooded by YouTube direct messages (which I don't think exists) bullying me and shit, then I found out that one of them hacked me and leaked my information? And then someone (I think my mother) was telling me to change my passwords, and I went to change the password to my main email, and I think that's all I remember...

There was another one I told myself that I was going to remember but of course, I forgot. Maybe it'll come back to me randomly.

Monday, July 29th

Had small memories of two different dreams.

First one, I was playing a raid in Cookie Run: Tower of Adventure (I've been playing a lot of that game recently, so makes sense) and I was playing Chamomile Cookie. I got salty for some reason and went AFK before closing my game and rage quitting.

Second one, my mom was sitting next to a tree while a bunch of the ducks that I usually feed playfully swarm her to cuddle her and sit on her lap. She was laughing and the ducks seemed happy.

Saturday, July 27th

Have a vague memory of my dream last night. Someone was messaging me that they saw my pictures and that I'm very beautiful (Or something along the lines of "I didn't know you were so pretty"? Or with more sexual innuendo), but I didn't post any pictures. When I looked at the pictures they were talking about, I saw that they were pictures of me that someone else took of me in some public area and uploaded to the internet without my knowledge. I told them that I didn't post the pictures, but oddly enough, I wasn't really freaked out, more of flattered that someone actually thought I was pretty. Very odd dream, but I'm happy I was at least able to remember some segment of it, because I couldn't remember anything of the ones before even though I know I dreamed of something.